Who do some of us suffer from this? What sort of make-up dictates those afflicted with this constant knowing?
What is this depression?
It's a depression that comes from being utterly and totally aware of our finite existence. People that suffer this depression don't have the capability to just...stop and smell the roses. We're constantly striving for more, for better. It's an urgency that is in our blood, in our DNA that drives us to exceed and excel in the world.
And when what we're pursuing falls through, even temporarily, it destroys us. We'll bounce back, of course. But it's a killer, really, to be suffering from something so...unknown.
And there's no escape, because we're aware of EVERY second slipping by that we're not doing what we love with our lives. Loving the people we want, doing the things we want.
It's the main driving reason behind my network marketing business. It's the reason that I'm going to be building a foundation that will set me free in the future. So that I can live the life I want and create the things I want to create.
My life is as an artist, a creator. That's my soul and my destiny, I've known since I was barely able to crawl.
I won't ramble. But, I will become what I want.