I have an issue that I've been mulling over for...well, years.
I've been taking classes for years online for digital painting, art classes up the wazoo. And my style is still only as good as it was in Middle School. My lines are no better, my technical skills in all aspects are not improved in the least.
Is this the fate some of us are bound to? We have all the visions in our head, sure I can write a book or a story to put my ideas into the world and people's eyes. But I also have a burning hunger to see the ideas through paint, art of the hands or another medium.
This troubles me because as an creative soul it weighs on me heavily I have made no improvement in the last 14 years.
I will always write, but when I have lulls I have the urge to draw. However, the drawings ignite a rage inside me that I can't put out unless I throw my paper against the wall. I'm not an abstract artist, that would never appeal to me.
All the books in the world haven't helped despite my constant drawing.
Complaining is finished. Go about your lives.